specially for my bestie ♥

my bestie,SYLVIA CHAN
she left me=(
she gonna settle herself in S'pore for at least 6 years
cried like hell yesterday
Im crying while writing this post too
am I useless?
no!I'm just easy to get touching
you're the second person who make me cry until almost blind
the first is MR.Y=p
so,you feel proud la?hmpp

'babe,Im going Singapore tonight'
the stupid send me this yesterday
I became moody=(
there got no time for use to have the last 'yum cha'
I'm already get used to rely on you
you so bad
leave me alone here
made me lost a bestie now
how..? =(
I need some times to settle my life without youT.T
no one jogging with me
no one swimming with me
no one watch movie with me
no one go shopping until wallet 'bleeding' with me
no one go guardian and watson with me
no one took photo with me

*the last photo we took=(

no one breakfast with me
no one lunch with me
no one dinner with me
no one yum cha with me
no one working with me
no one accompany I go interview
no one house I can overnight
no one fight with me
no one argue with me
no one teach me english
no one crazy with me
no one called me just let me listen to her for ONLY CRYING[38]

no one sayang me

no one care me

no one understand me

how you going to pay back me har???

'Our relationship will last forever,
I won't break this promise until you break it'
I send her this,my promise
I will miss the time you spend with me

when we're in secondary school
day by day....

we..
recessed together
played together
took bus together after finished school
skip class together
although we are different class

She's a super strange girl
she's a bad girl in Form 1
I don't like her when she's Form 1
whee~I know you don't like I talk bout your past=D
but she have been changed herself to a good girl in Form 2
(*I think,I'm still not same class with her in Form 2)
we're in the same class in Form 3,right?
I think is Form 4
ishh~don't know la
I can't remember that
but our relation ship is strongX100(covelent bond?)until now
you need to change that
every person have their own characteristic and attidute t
hey might help you when you once day

don't anti every people around you
for what?
dislike her stupid attitude!!
she like to anti all my friend
and saying that my friend childish what what what

shit la you~
hey,I know you are mature
but you cant to expect other be like you
don't like this,don't like that
this not ok,that not ok
blah blah blah~
she got a BIG problem in her social life==''
don't like to interact with other
don't know why you like to interact with me leh hor??
mayb Im too charming for you
haha

however how childish my attitude is,

but my thought is mature enough

just sometime I will 'lao gai'

Im so greedy,

I need more and more and more care,love from you=)

thanks babe,
thanks you always back me up
thanks you lend your hand to me when I need
(*I always need,okay?)
thanks you always listen to me bout my SHIT family's SUCK problem
thanks you entirely know my temper
(*whatever how bad my temper is,
I wont angry a person too long period
I think you know that
everytime I bek cek with you,
I will started nyi nyi ngo ngo on you
you totally ignore that==
so settle=)
that was your skill to 'manage'me hor?
so bad )
thanks you always be my driver
(*I will leave a place for you to be my passenger^^)
thanks you built up my confidence
(*I told you before,
the more confidence you give,
the more confident I am
I'm very confident when be with you)
you put me in your heart
(*I can feel it,
that's why I cried like hell,non-stop)
thanks you try your best to understand,accept me
thanks you,sincerely
I appreciate what you did to me
I hate you,*made me cry
end up my APRIL with this!!hmpp

but I LOVE YOU TOO

woke up early to write this post(7.00am)

I've used up 1 hour and 30 mins(sumore need to continue at office) to write this long post by using broken english
see how much I love you?
my english essay examination also don't have such long article like this==
I will improve myself without you
be independent
be confident
be pretty=D
I want to live life better without you=(
I don't care how busy you are
you need to come back and find me when you free
it's a MUST i
f not,i CURSE on you..hmpp!!
who am I??LEE TSAE LI
if you forgot how to spell my name
I will kill you then!!!

I'll blessing for your new environment,new life,new friends
I not really wish to settle urself in S'pore

but I will give my fully support to you

as that choice can make your life better soon=)

MOVING ON~~~

bye,my dearest bestie
SYLVIA CHAN WAI HAN

miss you deeply=(
mwak~